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Hope!

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  Each one of us has experienced at least once or even several times that we are trapped somewhere. You just feel it. You sense it. You are consumed by it. You want to be free from that trap, but you have no idea what to do, or where you are trapped or why are you even trapped. Everything is going on as if nothing is wrong. The outside world is still amusing, but you are lost in front of the Jog falls. Your eyes are seeing the falls, but that information is not being sent to your brain to stimulate the expressions you need to have on your face, you are faking it, as an experienced stage actor. You keep doing so, You are living this life as if you're being ordered to. You eat, you sleep, you chat, you talk, but that all feels like you're just doing it and not exactly doing it. You are doing them because you have to. You want to talk to people about it, but there is no explanation for any of this. You want to bring life to this feeling through words, but there is no language for ...
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Out Of My Window

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Glimpse of Garden City-Out Of My Window It’s been 9 days since I came to Bengaluru; this city has everything going on its wheel. Everything is moving at its highest speed, to where we are not sure of. This city is always busy, always hooked up to something, you live here or you’re here for vacation or you’re working or studying, if not for these reasons and you’re here to find a way for your living, then you’re in a place where everything makes you feel like you’re nothing. Those big buildings you see out of the bus window, those busy people with their headphones on their ears, carrying a heavy bag from God knows where to where. Half of the people spend their daily life on a bus or vehicles here.  Another half population just got lucky. The night view which is filled with electric lights makes you forget that there exists something called as stars. Palace like malls, river like roads, those big bridges which makes you wonder what a human can achieve. The multiple languages you...
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I met him today but,

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  I met him today, after it’s been a year, for the first time my heart didn’t ache, my stomach didn’t vibrate with fear, my eyes didn’t pour water, my mind didn’t flood with thoughts. Does it mean I moved on? Why am I so surprised to even consider this? Of course, it’s been a year and the way things have been is just so clumsy that I can’t even seem to be happy about this new change. My whole world fell apart, at least it felt like that then, I don’t even know when I reconstructed it. I waited for him, I did, for a very long time and it was hard, really hard. Every time it felt like I’m dying out of fear, I was hoping for a flower to blossom in the middle of desert. I was expecting a miracle to happen standing in middle of sahara desert. I prayed for that miracle to happen, I believed that, I believed that for a very, very long time, a year may not seem a long time for people, but those every second of past year, I know the pain I endured, I know the same loop I played in my mind, ...
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I thought

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  I thought……   I thought this would last, Every time I thought this would last, Every time it ended like it was never there I loved him, but I lied I lied because I loved And then he left as if it didn’t exist I sat in pain and suffered Lost faith in love and resented it Now the faith is regaining, why? Because I met you? I know you from years but feels like I’m meeting you now You are making me believe in love again The love I always craved, In your world I feel like a queen that I always wanted to be, The way you love me, makes me to love myself I don’t know if I love you but because of you I fell in love with myself This time I’m in love with me And I think this would last forever    
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