Hope!

 

Each one of us has experienced at least once or even several times that we are trapped somewhere. You just feel it. You sense it. You are consumed by it. You want to be free from that trap, but you have no idea what to do, or where you are trapped or why are you even trapped. Everything is going on as if nothing is wrong. The outside world is still amusing, but you are lost in front of the Jog falls. Your eyes are seeing the falls, but that information is not being sent to your brain to stimulate the expressions you need to have on your face, you are faking it, as an experienced stage actor. You keep doing so, You are living this life as if you're being ordered to. You eat, you sleep, you chat, you talk, but that all feels like you're just doing it and not exactly doing it. You are doing them because you have to. You want to talk to people about it, but there is no explanation for any of this. You want to bring life to this feeling through words, but there is no language for this feeling except feeling it by yourself. It feels empty, it feels trapped, it feels suffocating you try hard to escape from it but you are unable to. You are stuck with it like you're in a maze. You are so confused, so frustrated by this, but you don't know how to express it. When you try to explain using the most relevant words you can think of, but end up messing up the whole conversation, they don't get you and at some point, you don't even know what you just said and you don't even understand what happened because you're so lost in the maze that you fail to communicate properly every time. There is only one thing that can free you, that is Patience, and you surely don't have that. But there is hope that everything will be alright at some point. You just have to wait. Waiting is exhausting and tough, but it's the only option left. We have to be patient to wait for that time to come. Clinging on to such hope standing on a rope, we have to balance situations in life. That sounds hard, but yeah, it's the only option. So grab your all strength and have belief in you, and start to sing "we shall overcome ×3 someday, oh deep in my heart I do believe, we shall overcome someday"